So many people have reached out to me over my near week of being in the hospital. For a person who often struggles with feeling alone and unloved, it feels comforting that I’m not forgotten in the really hard times.
My hospital room is filled with flowers, cards, books, and so many fun gifts. Even better than that, it has been filled with love. It’s the love of others and caring medical staff that has truly lifted me.
I’m still shaking pretty bad and they have ruled out many things and sadly ruled in others. I won’t get into the specifics of what they are thinking as I don’t want to be alarmist without the final say, but will give updates on my health once everything is certain. Just please keep the positive thoughts coming!
I love that blog readers have reached out through comments and email from people I don’t normally hear from. A HUGE thank you for that. I am comforted in knowing I affect others enough to make a comment or send a note.
Have you ever felt like you didn’t matter and were totally forgettable? It’s my biggest fear. I’m finding I have an impact. You do too. You especially impact me when you make a comment or email. I realize I’m not writing to empty space!! So I am memorable and you are TOO!!
Keep the love coming. Most importantly, engage in something to love yourself. Spring is coming for those of us in the northern hemisphere. It’s a time of new growth. Remember it for your own life as the world goes from cold and hibernating to warmer and blossoming.